December 2012
1 post
Alone and Unbearable
I have finally started a new road… a new path… a new life for myself now that I have enter college, but I feel like everything is still the same. Everyone in my life is slowly falling apart, I miss the life I use to live… the friends I could rely on… the happiness I’ve spent with them. Everything is so different and the change is too overwhelming. I can’t be the...
December 2011
1 post
Why do I become a brother?
From the day I met you to no more than a week, I become a brother to you. How did I ever get the tittle? All i wanted to do is make you happy, be their for you. I wanted to treasure the time I am with you, and be there whenever you are sad. When I start to like you… you push me away as an option and just call me a brother. Every time you talk about this boyfriend of yours, I am always in...
September 2011
1 post
About me
This might be one my last post this year… or even more. I just want to say for anyone that seen these post. I have had been through many issues and pain in my life. But I think now, I have done something I wish I never had done. I think that my life, is like a roller coaster that never ends. I think I need to rethink of who I really am, from what I am trying to hide, cover, enshroud of me....
August 2011
3 posts
Promise and Sorries
I just want to say, I’m sorry for all the things I have done to you to have hurt you. When we met I had only promised you one thing that would last a life time, “To never make you sad, and always see a smile on your face”. I always wanted to uphold that promise; however, If I have ever made you cry or ever disappointed from the time we met, then I wonder if I can really do what...
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July 2011
3 posts
Truth
Sometimes…The truth hurts. The need that we, as people, try to delay the reality and cushion the blow. One time or another, we will all soon figure out what is true and what is false, the question is why not tell us now? why not tell us before things get worse? or why not tell us instead of letting it build up and we have to learn it the hard way and never wish it was true? But the...
Living life to the fullest
When something knocks you down, most people just get back up… but what happens that one thing, puts you out of your misery…your life…your time. What many people do not learn is that death is just right around the corner. To accept the truth is inevitable ‘till it happens and you are given a second chance. No matter what you do, you must never regret the decision you make,...
Hate
What a powerful thing… the idea of anger and dislike towards one thing. Why do people create such angst and anger that would create this. Here is just my little rant about it; Hate is such a great thing and sad. It is what makes us human and prevents us from having our own perfect little world. In our lives, it is impossible to expel hate from our emotion only suppress it. Hate is what...
June 2011
6 posts
A Blank day
Everytime i talk to you, my life feels like its at a standstill. When everything sad or happy goes away and all i want is you. The time we spent together and the time we talked together has been the best. It is a time when i can forget about everything that is happening around me. I wish times like these are always like this. I never want to ever think about the tragic days that we face and...
Loneliness part 2 (Isolation)
Days by day, nights by night… They all go by so quickly. As you live your life it feels like you are surrounded by thing walls. Clear and thin yet impossible to break. You move through life as someone invisible. You can’t help but feel that life as you know it is not worth it. Knowing that whatever you do, it will be of nothing in return, towards you or anyone else. You can’t...
Passion or Faith
Passion? What is passion? Passion is a drive… A drive that when you do this thing you feel good and happy. A drive that helps mold you to become the person you will become and are. A Passion are the strength and bond that connects you between you and that object…that action…that ideal. Yet, when we say we have lost the “passion” for the one ideal or objective; have we...
Memories
Figments of the past. People you have known. Changing ideals and thoughts. Many of us want to re-live some of memories, some of us wants to never want to touch them again. But in the true fact, our memories are what makes us who us who we are. The memories of the past help us shape what we become to be and creates these life imprints into our mind. There are people that helped us in many ways in...
Lonely Nights
Most typical student live through their life in an endless cycle until they graduate from college or high school. But what keeps us going? At the end of the night, after all that homework we just lay in our beds… But is grades our only motivation. Everytime we have moments of relaxation, some of us take long shower or take naps, but in all honesty what are we really thinking of? we always...
May 2011
3 posts
Where are you now- Honor Society
Loneliness
Walking on a lonely road. Side by side with yourself. The feeling that there is nobody for you, that distance you from many others. Loneliness, they act of sadness and isolation that keep you from making new people. Loneliness pushes many away, yet they try to become your friend. What is it with loneliness and being lonely? Why do people push away others to try and accomplish this goal? If not,...
Regret
I know i’ve mention this in various post or contains a correlation to this, but i would like to solely talk about Regrets here… Regret…Past Action…Daunting Choices. There just one thing i would like to say about my life that include regret about a person. Whenever i think about what we have done in the past, there was only one thing i always regretted about doing with you....
April 2011
1 post
March 2011
4 posts
Earth Hour... A Midnight Walk
Ever believed that when you look at the stars, you see things align or connect? You feel that whenever you look up it is a peaceful night. No crimes, No violence… But when you look up, you see a shooting star. The star that grants wishes, the star that can bring out hope and belief. When you see that star, Do you ever wish that you could meet that special someone, and that someone, the...
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my heart goes out to japan. :(
Why?
Have you ever gotten the feeling of wanting to do something? Get the courage to say things you never said before? You go up, but the things you do are not really it. Every time we get the courage or the strength to persevere there is always an obstacle. Why do we have to face these challenges? I know you do not know who i am, but there are so many things i wish to say to you. So many feeling,...
January 2011
2 posts
Fate
Ever decided upon a point in your life where you always did not know what to do or where to go? Ever tired going one way, but some how end up going the other way? Why is it that things happen or why that is… Fate and destiny, the two things that bring us to what we do. The term “soulmate” is basically the destiny for one and another person who were truly meant to be. Life is...
Haven't dont this in a while :Am I who i really...
Do you really know who you are? There have been people who change who they are or become something they aren’t just to fit in or belong with someone. We shell ourselves from people, and change who we don’t want to be to save ourselves from embarrassment. But, are we really saving ourselves or are we hurting ourselves? We hid our feelings, emotions, and our personality from...
December 2010
9 posts
“To me, there are three things we all should do every day. We should do this...”
– - Jim Valvano
Classification/weirdo
Everyday somewhere in the world, people place others into categories, while it may weirdos, bit!@es, or etc… But why do you call them or place them into these things? Though there are many people who envy being placed into certain categories, others are hurt but not always on the exterior, in the insides. A common classification, even i have been called, are being weird or different. I...
Unrequited love
Then sense in where you love someone but they do not love you back. At first you see them and get to know them, you think they are the one for you; But, then you learn that the one you love loves another. The reality of everything contains so much pain. Bottled up emotions come loose even though you thought you could hold it in. Some people decided that they could deal with the “friend...
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““Be yourself. Above all, let who you are, what you are, what you believe, shine...”
Sky
Have you ever gazed out into the sky? Notice the slow-moving clouds or twinkling stars? Ever reached out your hand believing that you can touch it with your bare hands? The sky… is a wondrous thing with an infinite area with no limits or boundary. The envy of the sky is magnificently vast because escape would be possible. When many people think of escape they result to suicide,...
Sorry about the nonactive posting
school… the beauties of school is that it creates various achievements among children, teenagers and adults. Though school only happens once, many people do not see the beauty of school because of all the vigorous work you put into it. Though we never think about it mentally the beauty of school, we show it physically through school… that is friends are one of the beauty of school....
November 2010
7 posts
Pondering questions on Life...
Is there a specific for reason? We experience so many hardships: relationships, money, and other obstacles that there may be. In life, we are given so many hardships yet very little happiness. Even so, We treasure the very little happiness; I believe that it is what makes life so great. To overcome an obstacle is always challenging, but obtaining results can be satisfying. With very little...
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Unsaid feeling
We have known each other for a long time, but why do you make things so hard? I always loved you from the bottom of my heart and the start, but the next time i see you it would be too late. If only i had the guys to tell you my true feeling, because no matter how you are these feelings will always be true.
Hate/Violence
Hate and violence are two very strong things to many of us; but, why do people hate or do these horrid things? Dictionary.com says that hate is “to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward”, yet it should say , “the cause of sadness and the tearing the bond between others and a cause resulting in violence” . If only these...
Awesome song Love like Woe- The Ready Set
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Love
No matter where you are, no matter how you are. You will always be someone special to me. When i first saw you, you touched my heart and changed me into a better person. I never want to let go of this feeling and never want to leave your side. When you cry i will be there for you and there for you when you are alone. This world contains many twist and fate, but remember that there will always be...
